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[男人要永远感谢在他20多岁的时候曾经陪在他身边的女人。因为2​0多岁的男人处在一生中的最低点，没钱、没事业；而20多岁的女​人却是她最灿烂的时候..]

Haha.. 我实在非常认同我朋友说的这一句。。毕竟我现在并没有经济能力，而她选择了我。我并没有什么特别的优点，我真的非常开心她选择了我。我知道有时候的我无意中疏忽了她的感受。我也感到很自责，我问自己为什么我就是那么的迟钝。我已经答应过她我会尽我一百一的能力做到最好。。所以我实在不能伤害到她。我其实非常的希望她跟我在一起的时间是开心的。。我到了英国我才后悔。。不停地骂自己笨蛋一个。。我竟然会不敢牵她的手。。实在的非常后悔。。当我回国后，我最想要的是给她我最温暖的拥抱。。之后，就牵着她的手再也不放。。 我终于了解为爱情疯狂的感觉。。因为我本身就已经为她疯狂了。。我也不晓得她会不会看到我的部落各。。但我真的很想让她知道。。我就是有说不出的那种感觉。。我已经完全彻底地爱上了她。。

戴咏仪~ 我爱你!! ♥♥♥

Love-sick

So this is the feeling of falling in love~
I am missing her every single moment.. every now and then..
sometimes i got insomnia, I cant help it but to keep remembering the sweet times I had with her to ease my love-sick..
I gotta thank God.. cuz I really have found a girl I really like and love a lot..

Just found out a song by 严爵， 没有你怎么办.. I just love the chorus so much.. it's as if describing my exact feeling..

没有你怎么办，像我现在无法入眠~
多想要和你聊聊天~
没有你怎么办，像我现在无法入眠~
只想要你在我身边~ 在我身边~

Haha.. I think it's normal for me to be love-sick right?? to be more specific, Rachel-sick.. >< Gosh, I miss her so much.. It's alr 1am.. and I am still thinking about her.. wonder when will i be able to slumber~~~~~

It's real to me

Is it juz a story?
Is it juz a poetry?
Is it juz fantasy?
Or is it reality?
Was it juz a memory?
Or was it juz history?
Is it juz what i can see?
Or would U believe in me?
I'm not sure wat u think
All i know is
That it's real to me...

Having hard times concentrating

Seriously I am having trouble concentrating in class. I was actually "fishing" in Maths Class. The only matters that keep me awake are my friends' chatter and the girls passing by the classroom. *Haha* Really hate myself for that. I cant believe I was actually checking the girls out. But the girls nowadays are really tall, not to mention they are attractive as well. *Hehe* Recently, I found out that I was not that tall after all. Reason? Simple. There are girls who are actually taller than me. Frankly speaking, I was totally stunned when the girl passed by me that day. I was wondering if only she could "donate" some of her "height" to those shorter girls.X) Anyway, I really hope I will be able to concentrate better in the future.

A little chit chat

Yesterday I had a great conversation with my best friend, Henry. Well, it was quite an unexpected gathering. Last minute planning I would say. As usual, we talked about our studies and both of us came to a conclusion saying Engineering Course is really tough. The funny thing was about reversing time and making a whole new decision again. Both of us said, " If I got a second chance, I will not pick up engineering course." After talking about studies, of course I started "digging" his little love affair. It appears that he and his beloved gf are getting closer than I thought. I am indeed happy for them. A little advice here bud~ Try not to be so cool lar when watching horror movie with your girl. Try to hold her hand or lend her your shoulder. X)

The Fray - Never say never

Some things we don't talk about
Rather do without and just hold the smile
Falling in and out of love
Ashamed and proud of, together all the while

You can never say never
While we don't know when
But time and time again
Younger now than we were before

Don't let me go [x6]

Picture, you're queen of everything
Far as the eye can see under your command
I will be your guardian when all is crumbling
I'll steady your hand

You can never say never
While we don't know when
But time, time and time again
Younger now than we were before

Don't let me go [x6]

We're pulling apart
And coming together again and again
We're pulling apart
But we pull it together
Pull it together again

Don't let me go [x6]

Don't let me go [x6]

Support

"Thus nature has no love for solitude, and always leans, as it were, on some support; and the sweetest support is found in the most intimate friendship."

If U are reading these, I hope U knw the quote is meant for U. I can understand the stress U had been facing. Frankly speaking, I was a bit shocked when U said U wanna give up, because U are the type that will nvr give up and always striving to get stronger. Through our conversation, I can feel the sadness and disappointment in U. I knw sometimes the world could be unfair to us in certain circumstances, but that's the sad truth. It's impossible for the world to be fair n square. That's why we need God to guide and grant us strength to overcome numerous obstacles in our life. Sadly, U are an atheist. I wonder when will U try to believe the existence of God? Anyway, I am happy U finally stood up and decided not to quit again. Lastly, I just want to let U knw~ I ll be Ur support anytime and anywhere. Keep striving! =)